Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Funny, stress has never been higher, but I'm still able to function. Or at least I can still fool myself that I'm able to function. We had the "final" meeting on the legal matter and found out:

  • You can do nothing in court without an attorney
  • All the attorneys in this little 'berg sleep in the same bed at the same time in a mutual admiration society
  • Thank God for my wife who insisted on being there or we would have been in deep kimshi
  • When you pay an attorney and he ignores what you ask him to do, doesn't grasp or regurgitate the key facts back to you when you ask, tells you a court date is a day later than what's on the subpoena and tells you in general that "it doesn't matter".
    • Believe him because the opposing attorney will tell the judge attorney that your attorney has done an "exemplary job for his clients in this matter".
There was a time, in my youth when I was convinced of personal duty in regards to people operating in a free society that took advantage of their position, knowledge and luck to rape others that held the ideals stated both in the founding documents of this country but in all the surrounding literature of the founders written in that day.The nation has become so ridiculously absurd that there are no shared values, no sense of justice, no right or wrong.... only the "me". Against that backdrop the duty is survival.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Back to the Blog, about the bullie and the MS Diet!

Why I'm restarting the blog and scant details about the Swank Diet and Jelinek's book


The original intent of this blog was to log both the symptoms of MS and my reaction or debilitation by them. As you can see from the postings I haven't made in years, that intent has been pretty much neglected. Recent developments have changed things for me though.

So to make sure that I don't spend an inordinate amount of time making blog posts and revising and rewriting, I'm not going to proof my writing, nor am I going to revise it. In essense, I'm going to use it as a  journal and make believe that it's only written for me.

I'll also limit the entries to 15 minutes to compose or less.

That being said, I'll end this post by intimating that I miss my bulldog. He's been gone for months now, since the beginning of June. I still look for him to make sure I don't roll over his feet with my desk chair. I still hear his snoring here and there from time to time. And when I'm eating I can imagine where he'd sit next to the table, looking up to me in expectation of getting a hand-out.


On to other news, and the reason I've started this up again: I've discovered the Swank Diet. Although as MS patients we're told not to get overly emotional about stuff, the experience of going for 5 years with MS diagnosed and struggling with the disease and the effect its had on both my family and work life are astounding. Thanks to the Amazon Kindle and the electronic reading materials available, I actually did a search of the books available recently and stumbled on "Overcoming Multiple Sclerosis, An Evidence-Based Guide to RECOVERY" by George Jelinek. Note the emphasis on "Evidence based guide to Recovery." What this guy does is put all the research ever done on MS in one place for you to read, see the references and to research. He comes to his own conclusions, and allows you to come to yours as well.

On of the things that can't be disputed is the evidence that the Swank Diet works with MS patients. I'll go into more detail later, but what I'm miffed about is that the "expert" (and he's one of the top MS neurologists in the nation) didn't tell me about Swank's research results or the Jelinek book. Sigh. Turns out that there's good evidence that you can improve your MS symptoms just by going on a low fat diet and eliminating saturated fats.

The last time I had beef was on September 18th. Yesterday and today, I've felt better and more motivated to get down to business than I have before this.... ever. It could be that I moved the office to a brighter room and eliminated all the clutter of the old office. But I think not. Before the last "beef outing", I was on the diet for a couple of weeks as a trial and felt the same motivation and energy. Another thing that I found out is that MS patients MUST rest for an hour in mid-day so it's not like I can be completely healed. And I still have the reservations about working after dinner but I hope to correct that as I get rolling.

So I'm at the 15 minute limit. Hopefully, I'll feel the need to post more details as time goes on and it won't be 4 months before the next post.

On vacation means back from vacation ...

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Time to fire up the blog again and bring it up to date. On the first vacation I've had in 4 years, and having the time of my life! And this is a good a time as any to restart my blogging

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